How many times have we said forever? I myself have, many, many times, and each time thought I meant it. Each time it passes my lips only to fall apart down the road, I try to learn something from it. Yet I still say it. This time is no different. "Fate's final card" ..I feel it in my heart, but here we are, slowly drifting apart. I cant recall the events that led up to this point. Events I thought would surely be emblazoned in my memory "forever", now are becoming hazy. Lost in a dream. Perhaps you were merely a dream. What remained of the passion we shared has faded, our communication is limited ...I feel you in my heart but yet you feel distant. Fear of knowing has prevented me from asking why. I do not wish to know the answer...I can't bear to hear the truth yet I do not wish to sort through lies. You've said you would not hurt me, you promised not to wrong me, neglect me, deceive me. Promises are only words without actions to enforce them. My love for you has grown, forever is within my reach. Only the truth, and you, can set me free. Until I know I am Forever bound...I am waiting for assurance...or is it awakening?
