Have you ever had the feeling of true love being held just out of your reach?
It starts out as just a glimmer...a faint sparkle in the corner of your eye, capturing your attention. Possibly a melody, so far off in the distance you can barely hear it, only to know it is the most beautiful sound you have ever heard.
As curiousity prods you to investigate, you move closer, desire building to the point where every sense is filled with anticipation. You close your eyes, now, not merely a sight and sound, but you swear every breath takes in his scent, and the taste of his kiss lingers on your lips as though you had already experienced that sweet bliss. You open your eyes, and as you draw near to the place in your heart where you first felt that spark, desire turns to frustration as you realize the object of your passion is still the same distance away. Frustration soon leads to Fear.
Luckily for me.. Fear..You are a demon I am all too familiar with.
You have paralyzed me, tormented me, and disheartened me in the past. You have tried to make me cold and bitter and close my heart off from ever experiencing love again. We have battled many times, and many times you have won.
Not This Time.
I am Stronger now.
I have someone worth fighting for now.
I have someone who will fight at my side, not against me now.
We are apart physically for now, but in heart, soul, mind and spirit we are as one, now and for eternity.
I am not alone anymore....
And I am not afraid.
