this immoralized hell
I cannot escape,
forced to believe there,
I die laying awake.
every option an open door
is now locked,
I wanted away out there is no more
bound by the hole that severs my life,
dead in bed I lay awake
eyes glued to the ceiling
for I fear, day break.
another piece of torture,
another piece of me,
given and taken,
as the pain in my heart bleeds.
nothings there
everything is lost,
turn your backs
Im not worth the cost.
smother me with things
that you think are right.
take away my life,
and hold me real tight.
nothing I wish for
will ever come true.
forced to be someone else
I shall forever be blue.
