Written in April 2012. This was supposed to be another form poem called a Rondou. Not quite sure how well it turned out as a form poem, but I like this poem a lot in general. Written after being broken up with by my boyfriend of three years.
This heartbreak is so fresh, so deep
all I want to do is collapse and weep.
How did we manage to feel like we've won
when now my heart feels like it weighs a ton?
Can't I just lie down and sleep?
My hopes and dreams are no longer yours to reap.
Now it is time for them to be mine to keep.
I wish I did not remember all of our fun.
This heartbreak is so fresh.
I remember all the times in your jeep,
no longer am I your complacent sheep.
You will never again see the sun,
For it is time you faced my gun.
I will watch you blood seep.
This heartbreak is so fresh.