If you really loved me
If you really cared
You wouldn’t abuse me
You would be there
I stand by you
As you hit me in my face
All I ask is for you to stop it
And remember your place
The pain it hurts
But it’s not why I cry
It’s not the bruise that scars
Or makes me want to die
Its every night I stay alive
Living in this hell in fear
Every night I make another incision
All of my red tears
Is this really what counts?
Is it all that matters?
You’re taking away all my beliefs
And cutting is my only relief
You didn’t only break my hope
You smash my heart
This is my life
That you keep making fall apart