Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Feelings.......
Current mood: confused
Category: Life
I hate feeling the way that I am feeling, right now. I'm so unsure about everything. I'm so confused. I'm so excited and scared in the same sense. How can one person feel all of this at one time. And to top it off, I'm anxious, hyper and eager in the process.
How can one person, make another feel all of this. And what does it all mean. But I guess, it's easy when the person is vulnerable to all these feelings, very easily to begin with.
What does one do when they are but a "lost soul" trying to figure out, who they are, where they belong, what makes them happy, and where do they fit in....
Someone who is like a lost "little girl" in a grown woman's body. Waiting to be loved, by one special someone. Hell, she already could be, and just doesn't know it.
I've been told to look deep inside myself for the answers, but I don't have a clue, as to how to do that.
I've been told that the"eyes are the gateway to the soul and can't hide things". I've been told that there is alot of doubt in others in my eyes, distrust, but that there is a playful soul locked away in them too. I've also been told in the past, that my eyes speak volumes.
Back to how one person can make another feel this way, I guess it has to do with completely trusting them with everything that you are- mind, body, heart & soul and with your very life.
How can you connect mentally with someone, before you ever meet them.
Why is it such a scary feeling..... And why is it so intense........
i leave this for all to read to decide and leave their words of wisdom, for me and anyone else who has ever wondered these things, or felt this way....
