I keep wondering when the pain will go away.
Will the hurt ever begin to lessen.
I wonder how many tears, I will cry before I have
no more left inside.
People say it will get easier or better with time. I just dont see how, right now.
Everyday it seems to get harder and more tears just keep flowing.
Maybe if I had answers or reasons why, it would get easier with time. But with no explanations, and not even a word of why you have just disappeared, I dont think it will.
Especially when the last words I had from you were that you would always be there no matter what. And how much you cared for me. And then the next day you just disappeared without a trace. Not a single word, a goodbye or anything.
I just can't understand why.
