Everyone keeps saying things will get better.
I just dont how how they can. With no answers, no reasons, no explanations. I dont think they can really understand.
Without any of those, how can I even begin to heal. How can they begin to get better.
I so want to believe, but right now, I just dont see or feel that I can.
Then I hear some say, just forget about it, and go on.
But they really don't understand, I how really feel.
They dont understand how you changed my life.
How you gave me true happiness and made me feel so so alive and truly believe in myself.
You truly made me feel so special, wanted and cared for.
How can I just forget that? I just don't think this is any way..
Nor do I really think at this time I want to, because to me to do that would mean, I would have to believe that it was all a lie.
I just cant accept that, I really can't.
They feelings I felt and still have are to much, to believe they were never real.
