I see you standing there in the dead of the night and reach for you but can’t seem to grasp you I can’t grab your hand and I lose you .You slip through my fingers as I try to find the strength to grab you, you fall into the deep abyss I have flashbacks of all the great times I’ve had with you and all the bad I see all of it so clearly I had a chance to help and be there When you needed it but instead I pushed you away and I didn’t realize what I had with you until I finally lost you When I lose you I lose friends, family and the strength to move on I come back to reality and wake up from my horrible nightmare and remember that it was just a distant memory one almost forgotten but not forgiven
