My eyes pulling up at the vast nothingness above. Each piece of the stability that held me now falls beneathe. My body collapsing into this debris of what once was muffled screams, ensure me that i'm still breathing and it only took seconds for my present to be the past. Completey helpless while you watch yourself falling expecting death but suprisingly you can still hear your heart beating and now awaiting the bottom which you don't even know exist. But for now in your whirlwind being blown anywhere. As i have so many times before i've never made it to the Bottom. But i hope falling blinded, even if i am alone the bottom will bring my stable sanity that will cradle me in heavily needed peace.