i am sitting here typeing this with tears in my eyes cause i may lose the woman i love cause i may be getting put back in jail cause i owe my probation officer $300 bucks and i can not get a job to pay it cause i live in a fucked up state where they laugh at you if you have a felony and try to get a job i have been trying now for about 15 months to get a job and nobody will hire me it sucks i do not know what to do anymore i need some help i am lost right now so lost i cannot think anymore please if you can give me any ideas let me know
