xWhiteTrashBeautifulx's blog: "Everyday stuff..."

GUESS WHAT'S NEW IN THE WORLD OF DAZZY...I FINALLY RAN ACROSS MISS ELIZABETH ANN HOOD TODAY, AND LET ME TELL YOU, I WAS NOT NICE. HERE'S HOW IT WENT: I'm riding down the road with my cousin, and I see Elizabeth's DICKHEAD husband's truck. I told my cousin to turn the mothafuckin' car around. He turned around, I got out of the car, walked into the business (nail shop) and told her plain and simple: "If you don't leave me alone, you've got an ass whoopin' comin..." I walked out calmly and got in the car and left. Later, my mom calls and says someone needs to talk to me...So it turns out, THE FUCKIN' WHORE PRESSED CHARGES ON ME FOR SIMPLE ASSAULT BY THREAT...WTF kinda shit is that? That has got to be the DUMBEST fucking thing I've EVER heard of. So, I filled out a statement and left. The point being, and ELIZABETH I HOPE YOUR BITCH ASS READS THIS, is: Since she acts so big and fuckin bout'it, WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T SHE COME OUTSIDE WHEN I TOLD HER TO HANDLE HER BUSINESS? She sat there like the fucking PUSSY SHE IS, and called the fucking COPS. WTF is the cop gonna do? ARREST ME? I MIGHT LIKE IT! SO ELIZABETH IF YOU READ THIS, JUST KNOW THAT THIS AIN'T OVER. I'M SICK OF YOUR GAMES, I'M SICK OF YOUR SHIT, I'M SICK OF YOUR ILL SPELLING AND PUNCTUATION...SAVE THAT SHIT FOR A FUCKING FIRST GRADE ENGLISH TEACHER. I'M SICK OF IT. I HAVE SOMEONE NOW WHO LOOKS A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN YOU. (Honestly, she's beautiful, and you're dog ass ugly...)SO, PLEASE DO THE WORLD A FAVOR AND STOP BREATHING. YOU'RE PATHETIC. GET A LIFE AND STAY THE F-U-C-K A-W-A-Y F-R-O-M M-E!!!!!!

Well, I had my first photo shoot today. The photographer's name was John Horbelt. He has a site called www.flexette.net which is women with (some without) muscle and stuff. They are flexing, and stuff like that. My shoot was awesome...lol I got to put the photographer in a headlock, choke-hold, choking, punching...Different stuff like that. He payed me over a hundred dollars an hour. I should have the pics by the beginning of September, and I can't wait! He also did some headshots and arm-wrestling videos where I kicked his ass like 8 times! lol I'm so hooked on modelling now! And I'm the FIRST BIG GIRL he's photographed for the site. And HE contacted ME! lol I'm like...giddy right now...haha! Show support for your local fat girl! <3

Ever been with someone for a short period of time, and been so head-over-heels? I have...

I don't understand... -Why I am like I am. -Why I can't forgive and forget. -Why I can't let go of the shit people have done/said about me. -Why I'm so angry. -Why I don't smile. -What people mean when they say "We expected more from you..." -Why some people LOVE the exact same attitude that most other people HATE me for. -Why people judge me based on no good reason at all. -Why the higher power has taken away everyone I've ever loved. -What I've done that is horrible enough for my entire family to not have anything to do with me. -Why I'm not the wifey type. -Why my family can't accept that I'm bisexual. -Why they say it's just a phase. (I'm IN LOVE with a girl for fuck's sake.) -Where that bitch in Cali, who called me just to say she hated me, GOT MY NUMBER. (cunt) -Why people can't seem to grasp that I just don't give a fuck what they have to say anymore... Ok.....................I'm going to go now before I get pissed and break something...Good lord I need sleep...

I've been thinking here lately that maybe I'm meant for something bigger...I want out of Mississippi...Out of a trailor...Out of this life. And no, I don't mean I don't want my fiance', or my animals, or my family...I LOVE THEM ALL...I just know there's something more out there. Wherever I go, my fiance' and my animals will go too. I don't want to struggle to survive...Don't want to worry about what I'm gonna cook, or if I HAVE anything to cook, don't want to have to dream about that outfit I see in the store, or the car I want..I want to be able to just buy it and enjoy it. The problem is...I don't even know where to get started...lol I'm working on BODacious magazine...curvosity...and looking into a couple of other things...Any ideas? They'd be greatly appreciated...I love y'all! <3 Dazzy

I have realized something that makes me wonder about life...I would rather stay at home all the time and stay on the computer, because that's where some of my best friends live. I get e-mails on a regular basis asking me how my day's going, or if everything's ok, and if there's anything they can do...The only REAL person I know that does that, is my mother. Not a person in my family calls me, offers help for anything, or even e-mails. It is honestly pathetic that I race home from places to see if my friends have left me a message or something on Yahoo or FUBAR. The only reason I've remained on FUBAR is because I have great friends here. But there is a GENEROUS amount of people here that probably wish I would leave...lol But that's ok. Everyone's entitle to their own opinion, just remember, NO ONE said I had to LIKE YOU or YOUR OPINION. I'm certainly not asking you to like mine. That decision is totally up to you. I will voice it though, as many times as the FU will allow me to repost that bulletin. If you don't like it, delete me. Please save yourself the time of reading my blogs and bulletins if you don't feel the same way, or value what I have to say...There are over 1MILLION people here, and you don't have to like me, and I'm not asking you to. Just please don't come to my page and disrespect me. That's my space and if I have something to say, I'll say it. Thanks again for listening. Dazzy

Well...today was just fucking lovely. As usual...I decided to tell my friend Renee about my girlfriend. I was excited, so I texted her...Here's how the conversation went: Me: You'll never guess who I'm dating. Renee: Well that's a dumb question. You're with SCOTT right? Me: Girl...lol Renee: Well hey, you sent the message... Me: NO..lol...It's a girl. Renee: ME That's so awesome. J/K Who? Me: Rebah Renee: No WAY. How does that work? Me: I asked...She said yes. Renee: Hey...What about me? Me: LOL What do you mean? Renee: It's not funny. I really do! Me: Really do what? Renee: Hey, you wanna be my girlfriend? Me: I'm dating Rebah. What's the problem? Renee: What? I don't have a problem. The only problem I have is I want to be your girlfriend. Me: I'm not going to blow Rebah off just because you all of a sudden want to be with me... This is where she stopped texting me. Was I wrong for telling her I wouldn't dump my girlfriend for her? She has made NO move in any direction towards liking me. Why now? I just lost a fucking friendship due to jealousy...I'm so confused. This is why all my friends are guys...

I need everyone on my friend's list to send an e-mail to XCurvySpitfireX@aol.com so I can save your contact details. I will not be using any other e-mail address, so please save this one. My fiance' and I just got our own place, and I'm using dial up until our DSL is hooked back up. I miss you guys! <3 Dazzy

I just wanted to let everyone know that my internet is off for a few days...We were going to move and had it suspended, but now we're not moving, so we're having it turned back on either Friday or Monday...You can talk to me on yahoo messenger...thickncurvyspitfire Thanks guys! I love you all...xoxoxo Lindsey