here's a little bit more of the things that makes me go huh!?
about vegas.
okay heres the thing since i have been in this town .i have been invited to group sex 5 times . now i dont care if you call it a puppy pile or a orgy or a get together. what ever its group sex. now i'm no moral pillar . lol far from it!
in the dim past of my youth i tried it and found it lacking in what i want out of sex in general. no biggy it not to my likeing . hell it haves to be just right for me to want a three some. and i do like those once in awhile. now back to the point i want to make. yes theres a point and it not on my head ;p the times before when i was asked i just said no and left it at that. this time i was in a one of my moods not one of my bad moods just one of my moods that i get in to . so instead of just brushing it with a polite no i got a tad bit smart and maybe a bit witty yea right me witty lol. i have moements. so i said sorry i do not see sex as a group sport or a sport at all. for that matter. i have sex because i like or feel something for someone. not because i like someones ass or feel something in my pants. now you would think ether they take it as a mild joke and be okay about it or at worse take offence at my point of view. but neither happened and it was sad and very scary what did happen the person just got real !!! quite and looked at me like i was talking some alein lingo! this person just stood there trying to wrap there minds
around what i said eyes sooo full OF ????????????????????? that it hurt you to the bone to see it. mouth outing and closeing trying to form words and failing then they just walked away like a lost soul. with that look branded on there face. this little moements of my life really knocked me back. is this town just a lost cause or a lost soul for that matter that haves it forgotten that there is love and passion and tenderness in the world.?? am i living in the waiting room for tarteruss or nihgtfelheim?? for your non pagen that hell folks. please give me some feed back on this one! i really need a point of veiw that not mine on this one.
