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today is my B-day. yes i'm 38 :(. so please raise a glass and smile tonigth and think of me. i love you all.

sorry going poff!!! LIKE THAT BUT AFTER 3 WEEKS ON THE STREETS I'M NOW HAVE A PLACE AND LOOKING FOR A NEW JOB WISH ME LUCK I'LL SAY MORE WHEN I HAVE THE TIME LOVE YOU ALL XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

well last not was a nigthmare no sleep and cold. found a nice to crash in the woods near the river but as soon as i got comfable something or someone started to move a around near me anouther bum or a raccoon with rabies who know. i got out and stayed up all nigth a coffe joint i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired but i can not yet got to park and take a nap. because i called the sheters and one said maybe there have a bed but i have to call again later in the afternoon to check. i have to spend more moeny that i cannot afford and get my hopes up for a maybe it getting bad anuff to scream allready.

well i was dropped off at 11:00 this morning . at buckeye dougnuts thats rigth across from the campus more or less down town columbus. by my EX roomate. with barely a goodluck or will you be okay. its amazing how disopal we all are when are no more use or have no moeny. well i got my backpack of holding ( a little old geek humor ;) ) holding what little i have to face the world with clothes toothy brush deoderent, cigs, what not some of the things i packed are a bit silly but i needed to keep some sense of me. nail fails, Q-tips, i even got a cell phone one of those disposalable virgin is a great thing. and a cd player with rechargeable batterys. i know it seems silly but with out music i'd be a mass murdger in no time hahaha ;p well after i'm done here at the libarry. i,m going to see what i can do to try and get in to a shelter. funny thing is that here you have make a appointment before you can get a bed and if they have none then to bad luck bad to you :P. appointment? sounds like theres a mangy guy in front of the shelter looking all snotty asking is you have a reservation. and if you dont you you got to slip him a couple of cigs on the sneak. so you can get a bed. stinky pete cot for one????? well i'm going to get familar with the lay of the land. talk to you all later. wish me luck or at least wish that i can slide thur the concrete cracks of this world like a stainless steel rat ;)

hello all my friends of the weird wide net. as you all know to some degree or less. that i just moved here to columbus (ohio) after a nigthmare of two years spent in vegas after the death of my wife of 10 years. i came here with very limited resources and HI hopes. well as of this wensday i will be homeless. the same day i was told that i was being supended AKA fire! was the the same day my roomate who from day one i have been giving more then my share of the rent and what not! tell me that she haves lost the lease for non payment of rent. and i will have to be out the dorr by this when days.i still say she had guts as big as king kongs ball tell me this 2!!!!! days after i payed her my half of the rent 2 days earleir. so i be on the street as of whensday morning. well i'l be doing a journal of my time on the street here so here hoping its a short term project.

hey all its your loveable but bent monkey richard here say i'm good and i'l be back on in maybe 2 months or so sorry and please do not ask why sooo long it a a shitty bitchy sorrry i miss you all soooo much and i wiil be back as soon as i can till then brigthest blessing to you all my sweets ;) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox