Sweaty palms,heart racing fast,thoughts going a mile a minute but yet nothing comes out when i speak.This isnt supposed to happen again i say to myself im not supposed to feel this way again,its wrong not right.I stand there looking like an idiot almost staring off into space just so I dont have to look him in the eyes.He says "are you ok?i missed you its been so long since we've spoken".I raise my head to look him in the face i stutter "ya...its been awhile."We stand there for a minute but it seems like ages then out of nowhere he reaches for me grabs me in his arms and says "i love you,always have none of it was ever your fault,you were great and probably still are".I say nothing but try choking back the tears and sobs that are already beginning to start up.It feels good in his arms,feels good to hear his heart beat again,i dont want to let go,i dont want this to end.He releases his grip and wipes the tears from my eyes ,kisses my lips one last time and disappears.I wake up crying grasping for something that isnt there when i find nothing is there i open my eyes and get a cold chill down my spine.It always feels so real,so good when he touches me i miss his kisses and being in his arms so much.I can only wait for the day when we reunite once again.
