I AM DONE! JUST DONE! NO MORE! CANT DO IT! NO THIS TIME NOT EVER! I OPENED MYSELF UP TO YOU! I CANT BELIEVE I FELL! YOU TOLD ME THIS WOULD HAPPEN! YOU TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY! WHY DIDNT I LISTEN!! I CANT BELIEVE IT! WHY AM I SHOCKED! I WAS WARNED! I AM SO STUPID!!! I GUESS THEY ARE ALL RIGHT! I AM NOT WORTHY... I GIVE UP! WHATS THE USE OF EVEN TRYING ANYMORE...