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When were scared and find ourselves in a new place. We search for familiarity. We yearn for the comfort of what we know. Do we stand back and look at what we are running from. Are we so set in our content. We cannot allow ourselves to experience the road ahead. We know it’s different, it feels different and that’s when we create a wall. Not allowing ourselves to feel, what is good. This is what is unfamiliar. A feeling of happiness, a feeling we have not known. It drives our emotions in waves of deceit making us question is this right. Pulling us from the future we have so aimed to achieve. Yet our memories of the past start to overwhelm us. Leaving us in doubt, drawing us back in to a world of sadness. Can we fight this doubt and look at what we have now and how it feels. The moments of pleasure and warmth that devoured our emotions leaving us unprepared in our quest of one another.
Now we stand face to face, questioning each other as the hours tick by. If we are certain in our choice. The wall lingering halfway waiting to build incase the familiar past decides to control our destiny. Can we tear them down together or will we stand alone? Will we ignore the calling of the comfort we once knew and open our hearts to the fate, the power that brought us so close in one meeting? The feeling that ran so deep beneath our skin as our lips met. An unfamiliar feeling polluting our minds, pressing us to move forward. Now as we sit calmer battling each other’s words as we explain why? Do we recognize the lies we are telling, as we turn our backs on the love we feel so deeply for one another. To climb back into the world we are so comfortable in. Will we be so stupid and destroy what was intended for us, while so many others still search for the closeness we so naturally found.
What will we decide? If we shut our eyes, what will we see before us. Will it be our past or will we see us standing hand in the future. Will this announce to us the completeness we both seek? Or perhaps we will choose to follow the path of comfort and live our life in the past. A journey that had broken hope of love. The journey that brought us to our first encounter. That we now dismiss for familiar comfort. All of our dreams now a distant memory of what could have been. The wall now sealed with cement allowing no demolition. We are now where we so ran from. Longing for what we had together.
Written By Metessa
February 3, 2010
