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I get tired of being hated, unloved, stomped on, belittled, kicked around, pushed down, slapped in the face, treated like dirt, over looked, pissed off, pissed on, hurt, shot down, told to shut up, told to forget about it, told to get over it, not cared about, and the list goes on. Sometimes I wish I could just die and get it over with; but then I want to stay alive with hopes of seeing these people that do these things get back what they give. Then people wonder why I want to leave and not come back. There are other times where I wish I could be the one to give them back the hurt they give. But then I remember the Three Fold rule, and I curse at the world again.
People wonder why I am the way I am… Well maybe its because I’m looking for these things I’m not getting. Maybe someday I’ll get them or maybe death will come soon and I won’t have to worry about it anymore and I can leave and not look back. I’ll have to learn to become cold, because that’s the only way I can get through life without showing any feelings. Especially since no one gives a damn about them anyways. People seem to think that they are the only ones that can show any feelings. But when someone else does, the name calling and accusations start flying. I hope everyone likes they monster they are creating in me, because when I turn cold, it will be to the upmost extreme.
The Cold Hearted Steal Dragon
