I feel like, I''m on fire! You can't imagine my pain, the burning & pinching is maddening!! The Head aches & shakes are unnerving.... I feel as if something is crawling all over me at all tim, My Abdomen is making storage noises, and goes from hot to cool, during intervals I haven't taken the time to measure. I feel as if I am being consumed, imaging my frustration due to not being able to convince someone in the medical field that it's not a delusion, I started to write, "It's not all in my head." but, quite literally, it IS is my head, if I'm interpreting these sensations accurately. I witnessed a fire ant drop from my nose into my laptop keyboard, yet it was thought to be a delusion, WTF is that about. How can I explain any better an insect has crawled from my body, I feel as if I am being eaten alive and no one that I go to.... excuse please, follow for a moment: It took me a whole week to get up the nerve to go to the hospital after seeing the insect fall from my nose due to the very reason I find myself with a mix of emotions. I'm saddened because my pain and suffering continues due to disbelief, I am NOT "the boy crying terrorist/wolf", (My head is splitting, sharp pain! It feels as if something has split open in my head, like a flower blooming.... LITERALLY not a metaphor!) I'm terrified, no one .... something is making my eye jump, I think they may be consuming it.... damn... this shit is not cool, now something is biting at my ankles.... I'm angered that I put my trust in someone only to be disappointed, my spine is on fire..... my tongue feels as if I have eaten nothing but the hottest of all hot peppers all my life the sensation is reminiscent of how it would feel after sucking hot candy, my tongue is on that type of fire, but it does not stop, it is constant! I'm disappointed that the healthcare system trains doctors to be so cynical! How can america claim to be the best of anything when so much of it lacks imagination. I'm depressed for the aforementioned reasons regarding what I've tried to get across to those in a position to help me... It disappoints me so much when I watch politicians claim the usa is this and that yet truth is so under valued.... my mind is drifting forgive me.... I feel what I once thought were spasms but I know think their first sign of a birth/hatch cycle. My neck is aching....my scrotum feels like some one is trying to roast it! I feel as if I'm being pinched and burned all at the same time, everywhere, all at once, and I can't find help WTF??? So this is healthcare in ameri... never mind! Where is the waiver I sign that this in not a false statement so someone will do something before these fire ants kill me... my chest and neck are burning just as bad as my abdomen now. my head feels lopsided, and my equilibrium is off... I have congestion, which is abnormal, not like the congestion I get when my bronchitis would act up, my sputum is think & lumpy, sometimes with blood... the sensation of something crawling in my ear is definitely unnerving..I'm contacting entomology departments from universities and colleges and these people are telling me they can't help me, not even able to provide me with a starting point, not even a reference.... wow my feelings are crushed my faith in the red white & blue dwindles
