My past is literally catching up with me.
I'm not sure what to think, or feel, or make of the situation.
My past is normally left behind.
No looking back.
What's done is done, so to speak.
So why now?
Why come stare at me in the face over 10 years later?
It wasn't a bad memory.
Just very confusing and difficult.
There was no anger, or sadness.
Nothing really that requires a do-over.
But there it is, right in front of me.
Blazing, blatant and very real.
This is new to me.
I'm not sure how I am supposed to react.
Times have changed, people have changed.
But there is still that sameness that is hard for me.
It casts a shadow over what could be.
My mind is elsewhere on a mission.
Not so convinced I want to veer away from that.
One thing at a time, I'll sort it out.
I'm in control of everything I hold dear.
Right here, right now, I'm good.
Maintaining a low freak out level.
I guess I just sit back and watch the show.
Cool.
