I stare into those cold green eyes as the bullet rips into my chest.Suddenly I see things more clearly,I see the pain and sorrow in your eyes and feel the pain you have lived with all these treachous years .I have flashbacks of all the good times we had as children,I remember the loving child you once were before your innocent spirit was taken away.I come out of my daydream and feel the shooting pain going through my whole body,I am paralyzed unable to move and barely able to speak.Blood is flowing out of the wound profusely unable to move, ask "why,why now after all these years after loved, protected and cared for you as if you were one of my own,why do this to me?" Your only reply was a shot to the head I see your lifeless body fall to the ground with a heavy thud.With that I am jolted out of my nightmare,sweat pouring from my head,tears falling around me, it takes me a minute to catch my breath and realize it was nothing but a nightmare.A nightmare that once was so real. I look over to the right of me and see my hudband laying there untouched by the wretchedness that runs my life day to day.I pray that no one ever has to go through the pain,and tragedies that have been my life.
