I always wonder why
I will always sit in the dark when I cry
It's because without you here
Without my daddy near
I'm not whole.
The years of painshave finally taken their toll
On me, because life without you
Has been horrible, all I ever wanted to do
Was be in your arms as I cried,
As my soul slowly died.
No child should have to know the pain
I know fore it is too great and plain.
No child should have to hide the hurt
I've had to feel or to have to skirt
The dark hole that has become love.
A child should be as free as a dove,
To care for their daddy
For that is what I want you to see
That is what I donr want to hide from you.
I only want you to love me and say I love you too.
Joyous life can be
Oh, how I wish you could see
What was lost was found and was yet again
Lost, how I wish you could feel the pain
You have created for me.
For nothingcan be done t oset it right.
You refused to stay and fight
For a love you lost and a love you may
Never have, Once just for a day
I wish to have you near
Because you you might just find me here
In a life full of pain and failures
As hope and longing to be loved lures
Me away from life and into the open
Arms of death
I sit and wonder why you left me
I just want to hear a story from my daddy
About how life can be wonderful
If only I had the strength to pull
TO pull away from the sorrow and tears,
To pull away from false love and all my fears.