www.JustaChat.com {go now click on my link} I'm bleeding Because of you Note: If you objectify women you are NOT welcome here and i will not hesitate to make an example of you for everyone else so don't bother to leave retarded comments in my shoutbox or anywhere else thanks read what i have to say ok? good my name is Chrys Bell i was born Chrystal Dawn Bell on nov 29th 1988 in grapevine texas i am currently 17 years old i have a few friends up there and i hope im happier there than i have been here i just recently lost my job and will be hunting for a new one shortly there are a few people on this earth that i love more than life a few more can be found in all the people on my friends list you are all there because i care very much about all of you <3 a few random facts about me i am suicidal i am a cutter i used to be ashamed of these things now i know the only way to move past them is to accept that they are a part of who I AM i like to drink and i like every kind of drug i've tried but i am not addicted to any drug and i am in fact thinking of making a break from that part of my life and starting fresh when i move i smoke ciggarettes but they mess my throat up so as son as these last packs are gone no more ciggys i like to draw and i am pretty good but i don't tell people often that i draw because most of the time im met with ridicule over it there are a few things i can't stand they are as follows being treated like a child just because someone is older than me doesn't mean they have more life expierence although many think they do and like to argue with me about it i also dislike people who treat me like im stupid just because i act that way sometimes doesn't mean i am get to know me before you try to judge me i intensely dislike people who talk down to me in any way shape or form sure i may not always do the right thing but the thing is its MY life and its My decision on how to fuck it up so let me fuck it up the way i want to also you know those people that sit there and have a scathing response when you say you like something? i.e. "i like this song" "why do you like THIS song" because i do motherfucker get the fuck over it i never said hey "YOU like this song" no i said " I like this song" k? thanx fuck you! i love reading and re-reading books i don't have alot of time for it anymore but i still get around to it i feel accomplished in knowing i can read over a thousand pages in less than 4 hours if i really try i love the harry potter books every one of those books was awesome each one took me less time to read than the last i also loved the terre de ange books by carrey they were awesome im currently working on her newest book banewreaker vol 1 of the sundering ive read everything i could get my hands on by christine feehan books were and to an extent are my life i love music those who make music make life music is an expression of feeling and emotion let us all respect it in all of its forms alright i can shut up now thank you if you actually read all of that ^ You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Mysterious92%Passion67%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.comHttp://www.justachat.com