I should be happy but, i'm not.
I should be ecstatic but, i'm not.
I should be curled up with one I love but, i'm not.
Instead i'm watching the clock, listening to every footstep outside, and waiting for my phone to ring. I want to break down and let it all out but, I can't make the tears fall.
So, I sit here crying a silent wave of tears that refuse to fall.