I GUESS IT'S TIME I ASKED. I DON'T KNOW IF MY LIFE IS CRAZY, BUT I AM BEGINNING TO WONDER. 4 DAYS WITH LITTLE OR NO SLEEP, 3 BOOKS 300 PLUS PAGES LONG READ, 5 NEW TV SHOWS, AND THE FACT THAT I KNOW WHEN THE ON DEMAND UP DATES ALL THE MOVIE CHANNELS, MEMORIZED COMMERCIALS, DOWNLOADING CLOSE TO 120 SONGS A NIGHT, 2 PACKS A DAY OF CAMEL FILTERS IN TE BOX, TAKING SHOWERS 3 TIMES A DAY, NOT EATING FOOD AFTER OTHER PEOPLE TOUCH IT, WATCHING 40+ MOVIES A WEEK, AND CARING ABOUT MAYBE 4, GOING TO THE MALL AND STARING AT PEOPLE AND WONDERING WHAT IF, WRITING 20+ BULETS AND BLOGS A WEEK WITH NO ONE KNOWING, CALLING FRIENDS 20+ PLUS TIMES WITH NO ANSWER, DRINKING MORE THEN 5 GALLAONS OF RUM A WEEK, REMEMBERING ALL THE COMMERCIALS, 113 T-SHIRTS ANDCOUNTINGF, 97 SHOT GLASSES, 12.398 BEER CAPS, 12 ZIPPOS, 32 BOXER SHORTS, 7 HATS FOR EACH DAY OF THE WEEK, 32 APPS ON MYSPACE BUT ONLY 12 REAL FRIENDS, THINKING THOUGHTS THAT MUST BE CRAZY AND WRITING THOUGHTS THAT WILL BE LAUGHED AT. KNOWING MORE ABOUT A TV SHOW THEN I DO ABOUT PEOPL EIN MY OWN LIFE. WRITING THIS AND KNOWING IT WILL BE READ THEN FORGOTTEN SHORTLY AFTER THE FACT. IS IT OLD, NEW OR JUST ANOTHER THING TO KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT WONDERING. I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO FIGURE IT OUT, AND I'M EVEN MORE TIRED OF KNOWING NO ONE GIVESD A FUCK THAT I EVEN WONDER. TO MANY NUMBERS, TO MANY THINGS TO THINK ABOUT, AND YOU ASK HOW I CAN'T SLEEP. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.
