Do you feel the change? Have you noticed the difference? There is something going on that I can not identify. I try to see clearly what is causing this metamorphosis, but I see nothing but the effects. I try to stop it- but I can't seem to find the brakes. I feel as if I should take all my atoms and molecules and pack them in a repeating pattern, extending in all three spatial dimensions. Solidification, then, would complete my transformation. Could this be the route I should take? Would that make you happier? 240 hours? Wednesday will mean 1488!!!!! And yet I still feel sometimes as if I should be shorter, and darker, and ink. What's happening? Why can't I be enough?
