People always ask " So what do U do for fun?" To answer I say hangout with family and friiends. Right now I am sitting my best friends house chillin and I mean CHILLIN she is next to me on a laptop doin her thing, her fiance and his friend are gamin, her fiances sister is here playin with her son and we are all relaxed and happy. I dont have time for myself these days so a night like this is AWESOME where I can just chill and be me and do me. Not have to worry about getting other peoples kids to school or make sure they dont tear up the house vacuum 4 times a day that is my day and it sucks. So I come over here on the 2 days that he has off and can watch his own kids its soooo Awesome. I am just a little worried that Im not getting things done that I need to get done.The longer it takes me to do these things the worse my life will get so I fight with myself everyday do I quit or do I stay and take care of someones elses kids???? That has to change. I have to make a choice so all I ask is that you my friends keep me in your prayers that I can make the right choice.