CHILDHOOD LOST PT 1
@JOEFRESH 10/21/06
He touched me in places I didn’t know I had
He touched me in places I that were only seen by a Dad
When I told on him I got beat bad
I was left bruised on the outside
And ravaged on the inside
My inner child had been raped
There was nowhere to escape
I sat in my room with my dog
Looking for answers to what happened and all
I was 4; I was too young to know
Then as I begin to grow
It happened once more
This time at 11 and I was bigger
But seemed the perfect size for him
He touched me in my naughty place
As he squeezed my face
He told me not to tell
All I wanted to do was yell
But he knew, no one would believe me
Cuz he was the favorite cousin you see
Everybody loved Ronnie
He was the best cousin ever
If I see him
His penis I wanna severe
7 years later he struck again
This time with my smaller cousins
But he wasn’t gonna win.
It was 3 of them, he was out numbered
This time they got him
All my family called me to apologized
I turned my head and begin to cry
I was 20 by now, I had suppressed it so much
I forgot it happened
But the pain was still there
The pain is still here
I write now to ease my pain
My pain is the stain which forms this ink
