oK SO I WENT 4 MY LAST BOUT OF CHEMO TODAY. I CAME HOME AND COLAPSED!! I JUST WOKE FROM LIKE A LIL UNDER A 9 HOUR NAP. I AM JUST SO HAPPY TO BE DONE WITH IT. IVE BEEN "THE SAD HORMONAL" END OF MY PERIOD CRYING TODAY..ANDI HATE THIS. I REALLY THINK I WOULD REATHER BE CRABBY BECAUSE I MADE A HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE MISTAKE TODAY LIKE I DID ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO I DID THE SAME THING. I REALLY HOPE THAT LOVE DOESNT RUN ANY DEEPER THAN WHEN I GET CHEMO SAPPY!!!! SORRY JUST RAMBLING...
