In a previous blog, I stated that I am an "open book."
That, I am. Ask me anything.
I have done some things in my 49 years of life that could send me straight to the proverbial hell.
On the flip side, I have done things that saved me from the bad karma.
Random acts of kindness and other good deeds.
Apparently, thankfully, the good has outweighed the bad.
I'm not certain of the grading curve, but so far so good.
I'm still here.
I don't have any regrets from what I have done.
I did learn from my mistakes.
Even the ones that were repeated...several times.
And I'm not ashamed of anything that has happened.
Everything happens for a reason.
I question the reason sometimes, but I can't stop fate.
Or is it destiny?
Either way, I try to flow with it.
I have been through heaven and hell in my time.
This moment, right now....is lost in the middle.
In a daze.
Staring blankly.
