I Ran Into A, Well, How To Describe Him. He Made My Middle School Experience Rather Annoying. Constantly Teasing & Joking On Me. Typical Boy Behavior When The One Person You Want Won't Give You The Attention You Crave.
Yeah, Well, He Wanted Me Bad. And I Refused To Give Him The Time Of Day Because Of How He Acted. I Know It's Regular Boy Behavior But I Was Way Ahead Of Him In Maturity Points. His Best Friend Was Jealous Of The Fact That Not Only Did He Want Me Over Her But I Had A Bigger Rack Than She Did So She Constantly Teased Me And Talked Shit Behind My Back Thinking It Would Destroy Me. Too Bad I Don't Pay Attention To What Two Bit Jealous Girls Have To Say About Me. So In Order To Still Be Friends With Her He Followed Suit And Picked On Me Too.
After Middle School I Ran Into Him At A Carnival And We Dated Very Briefly. It Just Wasn't Workable At The Time. Different High Schools, No Vehicles Of Our Own, Seperate Work Schedules And Different Friends.
I Was At Lazy Dayz, Our Hookah Bar, And He Brushed Passed Me And I Went Up And Said "Hi Zach Remember Me?" And He Said "We Have To Talk. Hookah And Drinks On Me." Now Being The Typical Girl I Am I Accepted. I Only Have $15 To My Name Til Friday So Anybody Willing To Make My Stay Free Without Anything In Return But Catching Up Is A Savior.
To Sum Up The Conversation. I, At Least In His Eyes, Am A Forbidden Fruit. You Take That First Bite Knowing Full Well You Shouldn't But After You've Had Your Serving All You Want Is More. And No Matter How Bad You Try You Can't Get The Taste Out Of Your Head Or Memories.
We Talked For About 4 Hours And When I Left I Gave Him Only A Hug. He Tried For A Kiss But I Told Him To Push On And Just Accept My Screen Name And Phone Number.
He Said Something That Kinda Bugged Me Though. "Same Old Girl". Um, No.
Not Only Am I Older And Thinner. I'm Holding Down A Job, I Take Responsiblity For My Actions, I Don't Do Stupid Stuff For Shock Value Anymore.
Granted I Still Want To Pursue The "Acting Thing". I Don't Want To Live In My Parents House. I'm Still A Chain Smoker. A Jager Drinker. And I Still Kinda Melt When I Hear Cheesy Boy Band Songs.
Wow, I'm A Total Loser For Revealing That In A Blog. Oh, Why Does It Matter No One Reads Them Anyway.
But I Don't Know What Karma Has Brought Him Back In My Life. I Don't Want A Relationship With Him But I Wouldn't Mind A Good Friendship. He Is A Pretty Fun Guy. But Nothing Past The Friends Zone. Poor Guys Stuck.
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