It has been total hell and couldn't end soon enough. My sister and brother in law lost their jobs and had to move in with us, My mother got injured on the job and then instead of sending her to workman's comp they made her keep working and eventually fired her for "not being able to do the duties of work" so we're in a lawsuit over all that which is taking WAY too long, they've decided that she's too screwed up physically to go back to work so now both of My parents AND I am all on disability. I have been all My life and My father was injured on the job over 5 yrs ago so is now. Our house payment went up and the morons didn't say $811.23 they simply said $811 a month so that's what they recieved and they refused it, and since we were already behind on it, they have started foreclosure so the house we spent 15 years of our lives working on and trying to finish while on our fixed budgets is about to be gone. Some days I wish I could just go into the hospital for some stupid reason having to do with My disability simply for the chance to get the hell away from stress even for a week. Why am I posting this you ask? I don't care whether you even read it or what you say about it to be honest but I just had to get it out of My system. It has taken pretty much all I have in Me for about 3 months now not to just break down on a regular basis and totally just lose it emotionally. Okay I don't know what really else to say but if you want to discuss any of this or have any questions that My blog in general doesn't answer, feel free.