burn away our memories
this is you
this is me
im begging now
probly pleading
i never have before
or at least not this way
this is what youve done
you have come to clean it up
you are the only way out
my only escape
i wish you felt the same
all this pain
it lives in me
all the vein
is in the mirror
why do you judge
when you do not know
look a little harder
maybe then youll see the true me
i have no one now
its getting dark
i hope you know
you were the day
i hope you die swallowed alive
consumed with regret
taking all my sorrow
all my pain
if you had stayed maybe then youd see
inside of me
i dont know why i never told you
but its too late now
we arent going back
and if you wanted too
then take my hand
ill take you there
where we can be together there
i have one wish on my list
that you never filled
you never gave
never tried
maybe you knew
but i was the fool to say you wouldve taken it away
but now its far too late
to put a band aid on the cuts you made
on my heart on my soul
in my skin deep within
you left me no choice
im too scared
back me into a corner like you always do
but this time i hope it works
i wont fight
let go of your hate
as you leave another victim deserted
say it one more time
so i can go happy
maybe then i wont die
we lived but you stopped it
i cant spit back in your face
not for the first time but i will if i need
i never have and i never will
we have died
as you made sure of this
put the last bullet in taped our thoughts together
put it in its place
as i start to fall and shatter
its not remakable this time
we cant be as it was
as we were
i wont let it
now realizing whats under my tongue
i can make it far enough to your face
maybe then youll shut the **** up
i hope you let go so i can too
maybe lose all control
leave you as a whole person
for the hundreth time i will crawl back
like a leech like a lizard
i love you
you hate me
poison the words ive known
to a making of your own
when i lost it all
you were there to throw me down
ill try to build a wall around you in my thoughts
but some how you find a way out
like you always do
i always help you over
i think i like the pain you put me through
like i hope you make it out
make me mad make me sad
enraged i wont fight
not on the outside
ill battle my feelings of you
until the real me goes away
fades into all the darkness i once loved
until you came bright as the sun
my skin is white like snow now
ill stay alone until you come back
never will i feel this way again
crazy and pathetic
stretching to your will
bending to your every whim
what i ask of you is that you stay
with me dont leave me
i wnt make it this time
or i will simply admire you from a distance
like i once did
act like i didnt know you
feel like i shouldnt
like i wouldnt be deserving
to feel your words in my mind ever again
i cant spit back
i cant piece it all together again
we will never be the same
we will never be again
this is how i hope the story doesnt end
for then we would end
the end.
