Acrostic Name Poem by WishAFriend.com
LINKIN PARK - NUMB
I'M TIRED OF BEING
WHAT YOU WANT
ME TO BE
FEELING SO
FAITHLESS
LOST UNDER THE
SURFACE
I DONT' KNOW WHAT
YOU'RE EXPECTING
OF ME
PUT UNDER THE
PRESSURE
OF WALKING IN
YOUR SHOES
(CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW, JUST
CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW)
EVERY STEP THAT I
TAKE IS ANOTHER
MISTAKE TO YOU
(CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW, JUST
CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW)
I'VE BECOME SO
NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL
YOU THERE,
BECOME SO TIRED,
SO MUCH MORE
AWARE
I'M BECOMING THIS
ALL I WANT TO DO,
IS BE MORE LIKE
ME AND BE LESS
LIKE YOU.
CAN'T YOU SEE THAT
YOU'RE SMOTHERING
ME?
HOLDING TOO
TIGHTLY,
AFRAID TO LOSE
CONTROL
CAUSE EVERYTHING
THAT YOU THOUGHT I
WOULD BE
HAS FALLEN APART
RIGHT IN FRONT OF
YOU
(CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW, JUST
CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW)
EVERY STEP THAT I
TAKE IS ANOTHER
MISTAKE TO YOU
(CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW, JUST
CAUGHT IN THE UNDERTOW)
AND EVERY SECOND
I WASTE IS MORE
THAT I CAN TAKE!
I'VE BECOME SO
NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL
YOU THERE,
BECOME SO TIRED,
SO MUCH MORE
AWARE
I'M BECOMING THIS
ALL I WANT TO DO,
IS BE MORE LIKE
ME AND BE LESS
LIKE YOU.
AND I KNOW
I MAY END UP
FAILING, TOO
BUT I KNOW
YOU WERE JUST
LIKE ME
WHEN SOMEONE
DISAPPOINTED IN
YOU
I'VE BECOME SO
NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL
YOU THERE,
BECOME SO TIRED,
SO MUCH MORE
AWARE
I'M BECOMING THIS
ALL I WANT TO DO,
IS BE MORE LIKE
ME AND BE LESS
LIKE YOU.
I'VE BECOME SO
NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL
YOU THERE,
(TIRED OF BEING WHAT YOU
WANT ME TO BE)
I'VE BECOME SO
NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL
YOU THERE,
(TIRED OF BEING WHAT YOU
WANT ME TO BE)
LINKIN PARK - BURN IT DOWN
THE CYCLE REPEATED
AS EXPLOSIONS BROKE IN THE SKY
ALL THAT I NEEDED
WAS THE ONE THING I COULDN'T FIND
AND YOU WERE THERE AT THE TURN
WAITING TO LET ME KNOW
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BREAK IT BACK DOWN
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BURN IT DOWN
WE CAN'T WAIT
TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND
THE COLORS CONFLICTED
AS THE FLAMES CLIMBED INTO THE
CLOUDS
I WANTED TO FIX THIS
BUT
COULDN'T STOP FROM TEARING IT
DOWN
AND YOU WERE THERE AT THE
TURN
CAUGHT IN THE BURNING GLOW
AND I WAS THERE AT THE TURN
WAITING TO LET YOU KNOW
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BREAK IT BACK DOWN
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BURN IT DOWN
WE CAN'T WAIT
TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND
YOU TOLD ME YES, YOU HELD ME HIGH
AND I BELIEVED YOU WHEN YOU TOLD THAT
LIE
I PLAYED THE SOLDIER, YOU PLAYED THE
KING
AND STRUCK ME DOWN WHEN I KISSED
THAT RING
YOU LOST THAT RIGHT, TO HOLD THAT
CROWN
I BUILT YOU UP BUT YOU LET ME DOWN
SO WHEN YOU FALL
I'LL TAKE MY TURN
AND FAN THE FLAMES AS YOUR BLAZES
BURN
AND YOU WERE THERE AT THE
TURN
WAITING TO LET ME KNOW
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BREAK IT BACK DOWN
WE'RE BUILDING IT UP
TO BURN IT DOWN
WE CAN'T WAIT
TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND
WHEN YOU FALL
I'LL TAKE MY TURN
AND FAN THE FLAMES AS YOUR BLAZES
BURN
WE CAN'T WAIT
TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND
WHEN YOU FALL
I'LL TAKE MY TURN
AND FAN THE FLAMES AS YOUR BLAZES
BURN
WE CAN'T WAIT
TO BURN IT TO THE GROUND
Before I begin I should let everyone know whoever reads this that this is not a person attack against you, so do not take it as such. This is the only way I know how to express myself clearly enough so people know who I am, no matter how unpleasant it may seem, it is a no holds bar on life itself. I suppose there will be alot of you who will think that it is a litte overboard and perhaps they are right but we all have our own voices which want to be heard and not judged for it.
Where or what would you like to know about me, does it really matter, will you know me any better after I tell you my story or will you just say "yeah, not really interested in knowing you." which in that case is no skin off my nose. That means that you have already judged me without even giving yourself the chance to know more that what you think you do about this thing called life. Well if that is the case good for you, you've already judged the book by it's cover without seeing the real me inside.
Battle scars, I've got more than you could possibly ever know, not to say that you don't have your own too, but don't assume you know anything about me, because believe me, you don't. I'm not here to give a sob story or looking for a pity party from anyone.
I've seen death face to face three different time, I've also seen loved ones taken to soon, young and the old by their own hands or by someone else's. Which I have had three people in my life who were close to me that ended their own lifes. Life isn't fair, no one said it was, never assume you know the whole story of someone else's life until you are in their shoes.
I was in the EMS field as an EMT for close to 14yrs, with that said you can understand the previous paragraphs, of course that is if you have a heart and can feel for other people. We all know there are those who could give 2 shits about anyone let alone themselves.
I'm no saint and I've made my fair share of mistakes in my life. I'm praying that the light of God will bless me and give me a chance in this life to be something more than what I am now and for that someone special also.
I have a wide range of music that I listen to, everything from Christian Rock to Country, R&B to Jazz, Easy listening to good ole Rock and Roll. My list of music consist of artist like AC/DC, Def Leppard, The Beatles, The Doors, Bryan Adams, Daughtry, Pat Benatar, The Cars, The Eagles, Billy Ocean, Real McCoy, The Black Eyed Peas, Building 429, Elton John, Bruno Mars, AWOLNATION. Just check out my video collection here and you'll get an idea of the types of music that I listen too.
My movies that I enjoy are just as wide everything from Action and Adventure to SyFy. That list includes movies like Star Wars, Tron, 300, Wing Commander, Air Force One, Blade Runner, The Last Samurai, The Matrix, The Black Hole, Iron Man, Thor, Marvels The Avengers, Kill Bill, Ladder 49, Wall E, Terminator, The Fantastic Four, Riddick, The Good the Bad & the Ugly, Tomb Stone, Ghost Rider, The Punisher, The Mummy, The Fountain, X-Men.
I also enjoy reading when I feel the urge to, here is some of what I have read so far; Blackhawk Down, The Hobbit, The Davinci Code, The Piano Tuner, The Phantom of the Opera, John 3:16, almost of all of the Star Wars books.
I also like to cook, gaze at the stars, hiking and biking. Last year went to my first wine tasting event with a friend.
I'm laid back, easy to talk to, willing to help out when I can.
So if you have any question or what to know more about me, just ask.