Life Cramp
My mind is having a fit, screaming and yelling
to get it all out, driving me to
insane levels of ridiculous
and impulsive thoughts.
What the hell did I do to deserve being alone
all these years without a shoulder,
or ear to hear me, support me
in my depressions or cheer me on.
Why the hell do my kids not listen to me,
appreciate what I have done, and give credence to
a wiser and life learned individual,
who only loves them.
Why cant my folks take me as I am,
a writer, an empath, who crys when the world
hurts and only wants to make things better,
for those who have not.
Why do I have to be unemployed, over qualified
under degree'd, wanting only to live on more than
what the government says I earned
when I worked for years.
I think I feel better now that I have had a fit,
feeling a bit foolish, but relieved to know
the pressure is gone, with the simple act
of writing it down.
And tomorrow is another day
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