How did I feel before I felt this
trying to sooth sorrow
Tell myself its all different this bliss
Wondering what I might feel tomarrow
Caught in this emotional war
Must win the battle within
How many I'm sorrys thus far
Use my fasad I've been given
Break free from my desires every day
Expose myself in a different form
These schales of love must weigh
From my black web I'm torn
Searching for the right words to speak
I utter something, something weak
Trust in you I seeked
Warm currents of pain enter in
Baptized in the tears of yesterday
Cut me open, rip my skin
One more night is all I'll say
Desire now clouding my judgement
My soul is tatooed with thoughts of you
Tripped again a glutten for punishment
Never thought my color was blue
Paint me a portrait, let it soak
An emotional brush
Blood paint and tears in every stroke
Time to forget
Let the spiders creep
Suffering tangled webs of regret
Fangs of numbness sink deep
Cacooned and saved for later
This pain I will savor
To me I dont understand
What it was Baby
Surely not planned
One more night with you I ask
To have closure at last
Your firery red hair through my fingers
Our happiness still lingers
Something in your soul
Lets me know
That theres no comming back
So one more night I ask..................
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