i cant shake the feeling i am failing everything that means anything to me i feel like i cant do nothing right everyday i wake up i feel like i have failed the one person that means the world to me and i cant take that without this person i wouldnt be alive today and before you all get dont do yourself over a girl its not its my dad cause seriously if my ad wasnt there when i was 2 i would be dead cause i drowned and he saved me i have truely failed my family and what they stand for i have failed my grandpa and my dad the 2 people who mean the world to me i have all these inventions to make but i already know they will never make it out there not cause there not good there great they will change so much for the good but i cant shake them no more my family means the world to them and i fail them how can i be there for anyone else or good for anyone else if i cant help myself all i want to do is help but i cant even do that no more all i know is everyday its getting worse and worse and my life is getting smaller and smallers there are moments of light but right no those have even turned black i just dont know what to do anymore no matter what path i take i hurt someone and i hate that i hate hurting people i just want everryone happy well just venting any questions on this just ask
