for some reason i get depressed alot and everyone who knows me in person tells me they want me to be like a i am normally but what these people in my life dont relise is the fact that my whole life i have learned how to put on the act of being happy cause in that form no one will talk to you if your happy and everyone leaves you if your not happy but i have found out everyone leaves anyone so whats the point of putting on an act isnt that considering lieing in some book out there its like make up or the wonder bra its a lie to just make people like you i dont know all i know is i am done acting i cant do that act no more i am done trying ok i am out bye