I feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin- like I should be somewhere else doing something else- out of this job, out of this town.
My senses are buzzing and I feel something must be done.
Before I begin breaking things.
I get the sense I should be running the show, that I should be part of something bigger either of my own creation or as part of a collaberation.
All I know is that all my life, I have been shackled by my insecurities about what people think about my weight and my odd personality, and now I am ready to say fuck them all and go for it.
I will start with the image, show people how beautiful I truly am, then cultivate from there.
Yeah, some may be saying, "Aren't you a little old for such foolishness? Isn't it a little too late?"
My response to both: Fuck you!
It's never too late if your will is strong and your passion is great.
Age is relative- you're as old as you feel and I feel half of my true age.
Matter of fact, I feel bloody well immortal!
Now, this isn't going to happen overnight, people, but know this: what has been put in motion in my mind is also moving through my heart.
Something is afoot.
Something is about to break.
I feel it like a tsunami crashing over my soul.
I don't know what, when, or where, but I feel it is coming fast.
And I will welcome the wave with open arms.
