Some of you might take these words as words of encouragement, some might take them as hints to go away, some might understand that I need to get them out.
The truth is I just want to be loved not smothhered and I want a chance to be happy and do what I want when I want and how I want to do it.
I think i'm going to try to finish up my GED and go to Europe and study the food. Maybe i'll find happiness, maybe I won't because not everybody on this earth can be happy some just have to be miserable so that the people they really care about can be happy.
I hope for all the people that I want to see happy, they find their happiness even if it's not with me, because they are so special that it would just break my heart to know they are unhappy.