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I was suppose to have a guy come visit me.  He then faked being in hospital, and having three firefighters die in the phoenix area.

I could understand being there for the three firefighter's services, but I don't know if they really died.

He still made promises, he never intended on keeping.  He tried to tell me that he was different then the others, but turns out he is just like the rest of the male species. 

My last guy dumped me cuz i wouldn't have sex with somebody else. 

Why are men such jerks???  Why are they so two faced??

Well, I got into thinking that I haven't updated my Fubar family in my life and I do apoligize. For the ones who don't know I am having a baby boy in Feburary. I am excited and scared all in the same emotion. I will post pictures as soon as i can.

I just found out that my nottypuppy passed away on feb 22nd 2008. He was attacked while in Chicago IL. The police aren't sure if he died from his severe head injury or the prolonged exposure to the cold. Baby I shall forever love you!!!!

Have you ever loved so much that you found every waking thougt about them? Only to realize that your dreams involve them some how? I have.... His name is Lee, he is a truck driver. I puush guys away so hard that I push and push until they can't take anymore.

Hey everybody, I have chased guys away and said i was going to marry other guys and such, but i realized i don't know what i want or where i might end up. I want to be happy, is that such a bad thing? I was wrong in my last relationship in a lot of places. I shall always miss him and I always think about him..... maybe, i am stupid, but why do guys play us women so????

Well you know how they say if you look hard enough you can find happiness?? Wel, everyting happens for a reason. So, folks Strawbery is going to take a vacation from CT. The bartender is taking a leave of absence ntil further notice from the cherry tap world. Please don't get mad and I will still ge on here every so often to check my mail, messages and such but hurts to be heart broke these days worse then it use to...... ~Steph~

Some of you might take these words as words of encouragement, some might take them as hints to go away, some might understand that I need to get them out. The truth is I just want to be loved not smothhered and I want a chance to be happy and do what I want when I want and how I want to do it. I think i'm going to try to finish up my GED and go to Europe and study the food. Maybe i'll find happiness, maybe I won't because not everybody on this earth can be happy some just have to be miserable so that the people they really care about can be happy. I hope for all the people that I want to see happy, they find their happiness even if it's not with me, because they are so special that it would just break my heart to know they are unhappy.

Howdy ya'll!!! I just thought i'd update ya'll io my life and that is to let ya'll know that i'm off the market. I found a great guy named george and am very happy. I couldn't have prayered for a better guy. He can cook, handy around the house, has a driver's liceanse, a vehicle, an apartment, and a great job. I met him at work. I am now a hostess at the flyingj resturant in missouri. I love it, because of all the people I met. I am very compdable with George and very happy. Well, ending for now!!! Steph

Hey ya'll.... All I seem to find that are good guys are just looking for fuck buddies aren't looking for anything more. Maybe my mom is right i'm too screwed up for any guy to want anything else to do with me. I just need to face facts... Who's goin want to be with a crippled retired bullriding, ranch hand girl that is in a whole new kind of world. All, i've ever known is cows and i'm farther from finding anything i can do then when I started 5 years ago. I am moving again... this time back to missouri.. (this time a different part) I think i'd have a better chance of gettin back on me feet there. I have no boyfriend. Probably a good thing cuz right now i'm not in the best mood fer one. Well, goin end fer now, Steph

Well as some of you might have guessed, still no internet at my house. Going to work on getting that back on this coming up month. Might have to get the cops involved on the ex bf so he gets the hint to leave me the fuck alone. There is a chance I might be preg. We will have to wait and see.