at first i felt like crying n begged GOD to dry my tearas. i sat and reminisced of all the good times through the years. i stare at him from across the room and block that i still carebut im still in love with the way he runs his fingers through his hair and when im sick of crying but i feel the same, i might stop feeling miserable and hand him the blame. he'll ask me why my friends still vibe and walk away, he'll have nothing more to say. i finally think its over and that this might be the end, but then my heart stops when i see him holding his new girlfriend and i force myself to realize that in time i will be okay and the feelings that i felt at first will slowly fade away.
