I cant focus on sleep. My mind is steady on the run.
Sometimes i catch myelf laughing like this shit is fun.
Dont ever say "thats dumb" cause half of you do the same thing.
Or something close like shouting in the hall like you can sing.
Put a sock in it and duck tape it.
People will read this and critialy ass rape it.
But these are my thoughts.
On screen froze in time.
This is for all to see so call it open mind.
Yall seem froze in time. More like stuck in your ways.
And everyone wants to be the "Tuff Guy" now a days.
We got good people moving away to look for brighter days.
Because these children today are being f8cking gay.
These women think that we are all tha same.
Because these "players" and "pimps" live a life of shame.
And real men all around are gettin screwed.
Getting chewed up and spat out like a bad bowl of beef stew.
What to do? No one trust another.
The truest woman in my life is... MY MOTHER!
F*cking crushed by my own brother.
Everyone else ran so i cant count on the others.
Im the only one that stuck around and delt with my dad.
Despite all that iv done... -f*ck- He still mad.
Been a loner for years but now im just annoyed.
My temper is rebuilding... And i still aint deployed!
BUT! No time for anger. Iv got sh!t to do.
Work this job fix this house and take my ass to school.
"Im focused maaan!" Well im trying anyway.
And again I dont want your criticism.
So f*ck what you got to say.
This is from the depths of my mind threw my arms off my fingers to the top,
Of the keyboard on witch the net reseaves the messege I send from this comp.
Wanting more out of this b*tch called life, I give her all I got.
I give her what she needs deal with the stress and what not.
If life give me white, ima put it in a pot.
If she give me green, ima roll it in a not.
Or if she give me "green", ima put it in a bag.
Use it to get green and buy a lewy rag.
Take my girl shopping and tell her to just throw it in the bag.
But these girs be destracted, they cant focus on they man.
So stuck on themeselves and what they want,
They cant see what they hand.
They want to be happy but it then turns to greed.
Its like spoon feeding a whale. You forever gotta feed.
Its never enough, no matter what you do.
I see the heads nodding agreements and lips saying. "True. True."
But i can see her head shaking "Man f*ck this n*gga."
Thats a high school attitude, I know im way bigger.
And These high school n*kkas swear dey way bigger.
Think you so bad cause you squeesed one trigger.
UUUGH!! Cant focus! Im getting cluded with emothion.
So ima bring this to a stop like a d!ck in dry p*ssy and no lotion...
