Please God not her ...
Were just getting close again ...
I'm not ready to lose her ...
I'm scared ....
She is my Adopted Mum
No more Cancer , Lord
Please ....
Gosh i hate Cancer ...
Its so vile and heartless...
its not cancer yet , but its definately time to pray and find strength ...
I just dont want to lose her ...
Or the family to lose her ....
Why are brightest stars in this world plagued with the darkest of journies ?
Yet it seems the coldest heartless peopless live out the desires of thier heart ... hurting , torturing others
and they live into old age...
Life can be so very cruel ...
But if there is hope ... hold onto it so tight ...
Maybe , just maybe everything will be alright ...