so...today this chicky i dont know...comes by my page and buzzkills me and shitfaces me back to back
why? to help me level! i seriously got a major smile on my face from this. why? because i have gotten so used to of people wanting something for something, for people only doing things that have some sort of benefit for them in the end.
she did this...for a stranger (someone she didnt know) just to help, be friendly. she totally rocks IMO and made me feel appreciative today for the ones who DO do things with the ONLY thought of helping someone else
the other thing that occurred to me is this (in mails with ninjy)
i have never been a "gamer" i never played video games...yes i remember my family owning some cuz my brother loved them when we were teens (intelivisoin)....but i rarely played. i dont like online games now...i own no gaming device. the only games i have ever enjoyed are word ones (like the mumms i used to do based off the one game of building a sentence from the given letters).
i have gotten upset on here before...because i felt people shouldnt care about the "game" aspect....i was wrong. if they enjoy it...they enjoy it.
just a bunch of random emotional stuff...fubar stuff
if you feel like rating the chicky on my buzzbar...that would be cool (but no big deal if you dont, she gave me a good feeling today...just thought maybe i would throw the rate thing out there ;))