So many people before me have heard these words about a family member or maybe themselves.
Grandma is 74, has had emphysema for a year, been on oxygen during activity and living somewhat good quality of life.
Grandma & Mom called us all to the hospital room for a meeting to tell us of the diagnosis today and her decision to NOT do chemo. She is going to "give it to God". She has lived her life and a good one and she is going to leave this world with dignity.
I support her decision and her reasons. But some family members dont and one is so mad at her and everyone who supports her she caused a horrible outburst today.
One can only hope she is doing what she feels is best for her.
But even though I support her my heart still hurts that within a few months or so an important part of my life will be gone. I want to go back 10 years and try again to make more good memories so that she will have more to live for I suppose. But I can't so I will have to just...
"Give it to God"
