Ok i want this made clear so everyone can understand what i am going thru. First i have been put into menopause! If you dont know what that is then stand in front of a wall and beat your head against it several times. All the while there is a fire at your feet! Sounds funny huh? It isnt.
Then to top that all off i have been diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. So with being put into menopause(which causes depression) and having depression i am fighting an uphill battle. Im not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me. That is the last thing i want. I just want everyone to realize that my life is really hard right now.
You guys see the away message to the one i hurt on here im sorry. I am sorry but im not apologizing anymore. I cant control some of my mood swings. Im not being snotty or bratty or stuck up.... im fighting a battle to keep my wits. See 2 years ago January i tried to kill myself cause of my depression. I was lucky to have some very close family and friends that came and helped me get help.
I just want all to understand that what i am battling on a daily basis isnt easy.But i pull thru with the help of my kids and friends.