Disillusions
Disillusions continuously form my reality.
Hope remains dwindling at a rate of speed I may never catch.
Fate plays with my reality and makes my whole life a joke
that everyone finds amusing but me.
I begin to envy those who don’t have to worry,
They seem so happy, so healthy, sane.
I cannot cry for tears ~ will not form
Pity no longer carries enough of my pain
It’s useless to imagine my life different
for why would fate give me anything really worth hoping for,
my disillusions, my reality continuously create my life
and keep my sanity ruling my mind,
Exhausting my fight for the life that I long to get
and maybe…just maybe will never have.
Xx Ariel
Purely wanting you
I started feeling a jealousy
When we got off the phone,
Which is something, that I never do.
But I am beginning to feel this longing
To be a part of you.
I am jealous of your bed
Because it’s with you when you sleep
Get’s to hear you breathing and your heart as it beats.
I am jealous of your blankets cause
They caress you while you dream
Lying against your body
OOOOH I want to scream!
I want to feel you close to me,
Your breath upon my ear,
Kissing you from head to toe
So gentle and sincere.
But mostly I am jealous of your clothes you wear
Cause they are constantly against every muscle, every curve, damn that’s so unfair.
The get you all the time,
Sliding against your warm skin
Damn I want you up against mine
To have your soft touch, so strong and so slow
I yearn to have you hold me,
Completely lose control
We can explore each other
So different and so new
You could say this jealousy
Stems from purely wanting you.
Yes, I want you, need you
Yearn for your strong arms to hold me tight
Feel you caressing me,
Inside me, all through the night.
For now just dream my sweet prince
Like often people do
But dream nights and days of passion
I will dream of them too!
Xx ARIEL
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