There are so many things
That I could say
But damn if my nerves
They don't get in the way
My hands won't even let me
Pick up the phone
Continually keeping me
Out of that zone
I smile I laugh
Still I continue to let it pass
Ignore my head
The things my mind has said
Push away my heart
That I won't even let start
Keep my self to side
You'll never know
The things I hide
But maybe you will
If you can see 'me' inside
If you can push past the wall
The one I put up not to keep people out
But see if someone will fight
To climb over
