ZT's blog: "yay poetry of mine"

This is getting old

Those lies that you told

Saying I checked out

Saying that I haven't been around

That I don't call any more

To say that I care

To tell you that I'll always be there

Well like Tech N9ne said"Sorry and shit, la, la, la"

Forgive me that my tragedy

Has taken over my brain

Forgive me that I'm upset

That my boyfriend no longer lives to see the day

Forgive me that I'm looking for a new path

I'm searchin like a fiend

But you can't seem to understand that

So why don't you step back

And take a harder look

Read another chapter from my book

Life has slapped me in the face

Yet again

But all you're worried about is

"Well she never checks in

Is she still my friend?"

Be concerned with your own life

And quit talkin shit

Why don't you start trying to get your own mind fit

But there you are standin there

With a dumb ass stare

Getting mad at me

Bitching that YOUR life's not fair

Fuck you and the horse you rode in on

Because while you continue to be two faced

I'll be long gone